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:) / :( [Sep. 12th, 2006|11:43 pm]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

So in 7 days, I will be offically moved into the condo. I am so excited but so sad at the same time. Its really starting to hit me that I will be leaving my family, my dogs, and my special cat. I know I can come over anytime I want to but its just not the same. But I really love tom and I seriously can't wait to be with him everyday. :) He's worth it all. He's my amazing baby!

So thursday I will be going to the condo after I get off of work to clean it all up with Tom's mom and maybe grandma. Then friday and saturday we are painting it with his cousin Will and probably his mom. Then monday will be a day for any homework I need to get done (I think I already have it done) and then I work. Tuesday after I get off of work, I will be moving EVERYTHING into the garage so its alot easier to get to when we move. Then wednesday is the big day! The plan as of right now is tommy will get off of work at 6am (hes an overnighter) and he will come pick me up and we will get breakfast before we start this. Then we will come back to my house and move all my stuff. Then go to his house and move all of his stuff and blah blah blah! How exciting, huh?! :)

I really want to spend alot of time with my bitch thursday because Steve is leaving the day we move out. She really is going to need me, so her and I will chill at my place.

Megan - I really don't want you reading this just yet but I just wanted to say some things to you. You are my best friend and I love you so much. I know that these next few months are going to be really hard on you. But I want you to know that I will be here for you every day as much as you need me to be. I know how hard it must be, if Tom left, I would go crazy. But I know you are a strong girl and you will ge through it. Don't try to hold your emotions in either, its not healthy. So let the tears go as long as they will go then smile and realize that this man will be coming home soon. And you are more than likely going to marry him. You guys will have your whole lives to spend together. :) So try to smile and look at the future you two guys hold. So remember my bitch, I love ya and will be here every step of the way!

Well I am sure I will be updating pretty soon after I move in and such! :)
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yay! [Jul. 3rd, 2006|08:31 pm]
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]

So I am moving out with Tom! We already found a place, its a condo. It's perfect for us! So I should be moving out within the month. It's so damn exciting. We are starting to shop around for stuff for the place. I can't get over how exciting this is. But yet I am sad to leave my house....my family, dogs, and my precious Zamani. But thats part of growing up. I can't wait to be with my baby everyday. :)

Well that was another quick update...back to watching friends :)
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It's been awhile! [Jun. 12th, 2006|01:04 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]

Well it has been a very long time since I updated last. I thought about deleting this but myspace is gone so I thought I would keep this!

Let's see...where to begin. I have a boyfriend. His name is Tom! I <3 him. Still working at target...blah! Actually, one of my best friends at target just got fired...so I am pretty damn pissed about that. But oh well, life moves on. So now I am back on 40 hours since we lost him. So that's good for me. :) I need to make lots of money this summer. ;-)

Oh! Tom and I are going to Kentucky with his entire family for like 6 days. That should be awesome. It will be so nice to get away from work and everything. :) I am so excited. Only 47 more days! I also have a birthday coming up and fourth of july is just around the corner! July is going to rock.

Well thats it for now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2006|06:38 am]
You're my obession, my addiction, my drug...
Dont wanna be without you when I wake up up oh yeah
Will you be there in the morning?
Will you be there when I want you?
Will you be there?
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survey time [Jan. 9th, 2006|05:14 pm]
1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
grilled cheese lol

2) Describe yourself in three words? bon jovi lover :-p

3) How long does it take to get ready for your day? An hour and a 1/2

4) Favorite place to blow $50? Kohls

5) How many people have you thought were "the one"? one i guess

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex? Guys that are "thugs" and that drink ALL the time...

7) What kind of car do you drive? 92 grand am...getting a new one soon!

8) What's in your CD player right now? Bon Jovi

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with? Jon Bon Jovi

10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with? Paris Hilton

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use? Colgate

12) What time do you usually go to bed? depends if i have to work the next day

13) Last movie you saw? Wedding Crashers

14) Last TV show you watched? Dr. Phil

15) Who is your best friend? Lizzy Bear

16) Who in your family do you best get along with? I get along with them all the same

17) Last place you went? Target!

18) What time is it right now? 5:06

19) Are you planning a vacation/travel? no...

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled? no idea lol

22) How old will you be in 10 years? 30

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years? hopefully married and a successful job

24) Sinful snacking weakness? anything chocolate

25) Roller Coasters? depends how fast and if circles are involved lol

26) Ever run out of gas? nope

27) Ever been on a train? yup

28) Ever been on a blind date? No

29) Ever been to outside the US? Canada

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day? Try to pick up chicks with lame lines

31) Would you tell anyone it was really you? hell no
32) Ever been arrested? No

33) Ever had a crush on anyone you work with? Yeah

34) What is something you believe in? true love and God
35) What is something you fear? Death and puking

36) Big or small? ??

37) What is the worst physical pain you have ever experienced?
splitting my chin open

38) What is your favorite television show? LOST!!!!!!!!!
39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture? no

40) Tell us something about your childhood?
some weird times

41) What would it cost you to flash the person next to you? nobody next to me

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood? After a Jovi concert

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be? Jon Bon Jovis wife lmao

44) Most prized possession? pictures, cds

45) Would you ever sell it/how much? no way

46) What is one of your pet peeves? When people lie to make themselves blend in with others

47) Favorite kind of ice cream? moosetracks
48) What song are you listening to right now? All these things that i've done - the killers

49) If you could sucker punch one person who would it be? :-X

50) Would you like to tell us one of your secrets? no thanks
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Merry Christmas [Dec. 22nd, 2005|08:09 pm]
[Current Mood |lonelylonely]
[Current Music |Last Cigarette - Bon Jovi]

It's been awhile since the last update. Don't have much to say, so it will be a quicky.

School is over with!! Well, for this semester anyhow. I'm so surprised I pulled through this semester. It was a long bumpy road, I'm glad it's done. :)

Today I hung out with some of my favorite people ever! Steph, Megan and I exchanged gifts tonight. I got a cool "crush" outfit from Megan, it represents Bon Jovi to me! Thank you so much Megan! I ♥ it. Steph got me a blanket and pillow that says BITCH all over it. I LOVE IT! It for sure shows who I am ;-) Thanks Steph!

Tomorrow I have to work early then I'm going to my grandmas christmas party. It shall be fun. Christmas eve I am working (mad face)! Damn that TARGET! Then I have my party at my house...Christmas Day, I think I am going to go see KING KONG and then going to Megan's party! Should be a good Christmas....even though I am a bit lonely. *sigh*

Where oh where are you?

TOOTLES!
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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2005|05:51 am]
[Current Mood |angryangry]

I don't need you.
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2005|11:13 pm]
THE BON JOVI CONCERT was everything I hoped it would be! They played ALL of my favorite songs. It was an amazing setlist. I will never forget this night. There were so many memorable moments. I can't wait to see them again! I can only pray that it won't be as long as of a gap from last time. I had to wait 2 years for this concert! :)

♥ BON JOVI ♥ saved my life tonight...
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2005|07:11 pm]
[Current Music |Pearl Jam - Black]

Why is it I feel I have been left out of so many things. I won't even begin to write about it cause I'm not going to start any problems. Just simply stating how I feel in my journal.

I left work early today. Ended up feeling very sick. I have a bad sore throat at the moment. It better go away, the Bon Jovi concert is only in 5 days. *prays* Wow, I got a phone call that made me feel like shit right now. Thanks! Anyways,
I have a feeling I may be training somebody tomorrow so I best go to work. lol They should really tell me these things, its just a randomn surprise every monday. *shrugs*

*song stuck in my head*

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine

Good song!

Tootles!
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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2005|05:57 pm]
I am sooo tired. Work full time and school full time is definetly starting to catch up to me. :(
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